Oh my Gosh!!!! Xanga land!!! I have deprived you for almost a whole year!

I think im just going to pick up from here... way to much to even process in the last year.

So I just got back from Uganda Africa. I think it was the most insaine month of my life. I will never ever ever be the same. you want your eyes to be opened? Give your life to God in the cut of Africa for a month and see what happens? It will rock your world.

God is just so awesome. He loves us so much!! Gosh i just get so excited just thinking about it. 

Did you know, we have the blood of Christ running through our veins? doesnt that just give you goosebumps thinking about it. Did you know that the enemy will try to do anything it possibly can to make you think you are not worthy to carry that Holy and powerful blood. It will try to steal the very life that you have. NO. that is not Gods plan for us to submit to the enemys plan. But how cool is it that the enemy will choose to attack the strong... Why would they choose someone that is so easy to win over.  Man I am just filled with Holy anger when i think about what the enemy tries to do to people and knowing that not everyone knows what to do about it. We have full authority over anything that comes against us. God just needs us to trust him.

All I know is that I want my name to be known in hell. I want to be known as a child of God that is feared by the enemy. I want the devil to know, I have over and over again defeated anything that he has tried to send against me. That authority that Gods gives us blows my mind.

Man I love me some Jesus.

And I promise I have so many stories that I will share once i am able to process them myself.

Oh my gosh... this week has totally rocked my face off!

The girls on my wing are absolutly amazing and are already blowing me away every day with their smiles and love. We are ganna have one crazy year. heres a pic of all these beautiful girls.

Cheerleading is going ok... im just so totally trusting God that with everything that is going on he has a plan and reason for it. I feel like its becoming more and more like a job instead of something I love. Our new Coach and I butt heads a little bit.. But ultimately I keep my mouth shut and do what I am told. Keeping my eyes on the Lord and nothing else is my focus.. Im trying.. its really hard though... Im trying. heres my squad....

oh any my super cute room that the sun literally sets in...lol I know you guys are just dying to see it...

Ok well cheer practice is calling my name.. gtg .. blessings

So how exciting is this...  My mom and i rescued a pure bread mIn PIn yesterday at a really elegant dog boutique called cassies closet that could not be sold because it has a skin disease.. the lady wanted a Good home for it and apparently sarah my mom and i convinced her of it.. My dog Lexi now has a new friend so that she doesnt think she is a cat.. So everyone welcome into the world JJ (boy) Muhlbauer....and he will be cured of his little skin thing in 30 days and only has a 10% chance to ever get it again. he will be as good as new.. why they cant sell it i dont know.

oh and lets not forget Lexi.. she is sorta jealous.. but dont tell i said that...:)

oh and i forgot to mention we have new kittens that my moms cat just had... I could only find one when i went to take pictures... soorry adam :( but heres the little boy...

 oh and if you guys are ever wondering what i do at work all day long.. well maybe i can enlighten you... while not answering the phones, sarah and i well umm play in boxes...

oh and my friend juan works with us too.. we are disturbing his work at this point??? So wheres the Boss (my grandpa)... haha oh thats right.. at lunch...:)

we are just so busy all day long... actually today for some reason we actually had time to goof off.. which doesnt happen much.  Sarah and I are just the perfect secretaries. (who let us work together again?)

So Im digggin my new aviators... even indoors...lol

Have a great day!

Ok I  guess its time to actually post some possible profound and enlightening.

this question has been on my mind lately as i deal with tons of people everyday that "have a huge problem" and this is an emergency" and i really really need to talk to him"

 i talk to people everyday that have a situation to be solved with their kitchens or flooring or some sob story that i have to sit and listen through. I wish i was allowed to say sometimes "woodsman couseling service how can we screw up your day anymore than you are possiblly making it sound."

Why do people  feel the need to have to sound so mad or so important when they call to get something done? Do you think if We prayed to God in a hurful mean tone that "we need a problem fixed or it has to be done by this date or I will sue you"

no.. you go to him with humility and and love and in the most silent reverent moments.

These builders that call everyday yelling and griping at me wouldnt get the cold shoulderfrom the people they are trying to contact if they were just to call and talk to us with a little respect. if we talk to God like he is someone just to get stuff done for us... i wonder what he thinks about that?

I make sure that everytime i answer the phone i have a sweet innocent tone so that my emotions arent hurt by someone who feels like they have the right to chew me out for no reason. I have been told my the meanest of guys that even our hardcore warehouse guys are afraid of that i am the highlight of their day and always look forward to hearing my voice on the other line... if there is always a constant bad attitude exchanged between each other you never have cooperation. If you have a gentle relationship with God and not talk to him like he has deadlines to be met and care about his feelings... hmmm makes you think huh?

One thing that i have gotten from thsi job over the summer... I will never work in the home building buisness... no one is ever happy nor satisfied. For my emotional health i want to be surrounded by people who have respect and dont treat you as if your a deadline or someone they can walk all over just to get things done for them.

10 more days... (no wait i have to listen to sob stories the rest of my life.. haha what am i complaing about this for...lol

Blessings.